[Thursday March 29th, 2007] one of my greatest fears in life is tripping up the stairs and smashing my front teeth up, ewwww! everytime i walk so stairs made of concrete it's all i can think about. read (0) cmnt

[Saturday March 17th, 2007] it's official; i have no friends. read (0) cmnt

New Year's Resolutions. [Wednesday January 10th, 2007] Never be out of a job. Go to at least 10 gigs. Read 20 books. Pass my exams. Pay off debt. University Acceptance. Get a laptop. Play more computer games. lot more love for rianna. read (1) cmnt

best friend [Saturday December 2nd, 2006] Best friend is an analogy for; here's my shit, i can treat you like a dickhead whilst being as right as rain with everyone else. the definition is a contradiction to the reality, for being someones best friend, you delve into the realms of doublethink. best friend will bitch about their best friend to their lower friends. everyone should seriously take a look at themselves. WUT?! read (0) cmnt

too much to do [Wednesday July 26th, 2006] and i well can't be bothered. i need to ring up work and get them to give me shifts. i need to ring up sutton college and see if they want to give me a place, just incase i don't go to uni, i doubt i will go to uni this year, so i'll need to do something. Plus taxfree income; who's complaining? i need to go into sutton and sort out my passport. i need to ring up the DSA and try and get a driving test. i need to speak to my mom about that money she said she'd give me but in a way that doesn't end in bloodshed. i need to brush my teeth, and cut my nails. yawnnnnnnnnnn! i just got sent an email titled "viagraXanaXcheapW" but i didn't open it 'cause it was probably just one of those blank ones that everyone says are viruses. anyway it got me thinking and i well want to take some viagra and see if it gives me an erection for a whole day. that'd be sick. but i guess it'd also be embarrassing. haha i had a well good long weekend, courtesy of rianna :) i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! no! not you. only rianna!!! read (1) cmnt

[Monday July 24th, 2006] ( hello my name is rianna ) read (0) cmnt

frustration nation. [Thursday July 20th, 2006] < Today has possibly been the most boring day of the summer I have yet to pass. The weather is not particularly sunny yet there is a surprising amount of heat just floating around like “hey you! I’m going to warm you up unbearably!” The book I’m reading “we are what we think” is probably one of the most mind-numbingly dull pieces of history I’ve ever read, around about page 110 it seems like the author has lost all will to live and is just regurgitating random philosophical facts, and what’s with all these philosophers? they were all basically the same after like 200 AD, they were about a one millionth different from one another. My iPod is just like “OMGZ SAME SONGS OVER AN’ OVER AGAIN!” Not even Doritos or Peanut m&ms are having any luck satisfying my needs. I got so bored that I straightened my hair just to see how long it has got, and it hasn’t got that much longer! So as you can see I resorted to sitting outside on a “lounger” and eating an ice lol, which is usually very rewarding, but it was just weak! I don’t know what’s going on but i am BOREDBOREDBORED. I wish I had more friends on LiveJournal so they could tell me how to make good use of my time, instead of deleting me because their journals are not worthy of my friendships. I wish I still had blonde hair, it was so much better than this, the cut and the shape was pretty slick too. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Also, last night i went to the park and got eaten alive by flies, not just your standard midges, there were some huge motherfuckers, i'd call them bidges, anyway chillin' at the park has resulted with me having about five million golf ball sized bites situated in fuckin' random places on my body that are probably the most itchiest things since your nan got crabs. i have one bite on my eyebrow which looks like a poor attempt to pluck my eyebrow. ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am so itchy :( read (0) cmnt

ermm [Thursday April 20th, 2006] lately i've realised that i spend far too long on my appearance, time i could of been using to do something much much more fulfilling. and that the people who appreciate me wouldn't not appreciate me if i hadn't spent said time on any aspect of my shell. so as long as i'm washed and i'm wearing clean shorts; who gives a fuck? yeah! read (1) cmnt

thirddddd [Monday March 6th, 2006] today was a nice day. my friend jack had to pay three pound in food to use his card at the co-op and ended up buying loads of junk which he shared with me. including a can of ben shaws cloudy lemonade! we then went and waited outside his ethics lesson, both with our cans of ben shaws, and when his class started appearing, we shouted "mmmm ben shaws!" "cloudy. lemonade." "established 1871." everyone looked at us like we were on speed. then everytime we took a swig from our cans we said "cheers" and hit them off each other. his teacher came upto us and said "what the hell are you two doing?" we just "cheers" and hit again. she walked off puzzled. then i went to toms house with phil, we all sat in his kitchen and ate a huge bowl of weeto's listening to thriller. and i enjoyed chemistry. gooddaygooddaygoodday! read (0) cmnt

second post. [Monday March 6th, 2006] Irritant My A levels are; History, ICT and Chemistry. Last night i was asked "so, does chemistry interest you?" my answer; "no." that answer has been irritating me ever since. what a waste of an option. what a waste of two years. okay if i was good at chemistry, but i'm likely to fail. have pretty much been my thoughts. When i've been asked before, "why the fuck did you choose chemistry?" my automatic response has been "we get to burn things" or "we get to blow up things." i'm yet to do any of that exciting stuff, well at least at the levels that would be considered fun. however today i went into chemistry; and we were starting a new module. Colours by design. it's basically a module all about colours and how different chemicals react to make different colours, it's amazing. we started it off with 7 different experiments, but with only an hour we divided each of them up between the four of us (so many have dropped out) i got this one where i had to react different substances 5 times and then look at the colours they produced, then use that to try and guess the next. i got an array of blues. it was sick! but they tripped me up with one really dark orange colour. i spent the whole lesson trying to name the different shades of blue. my teacher told me i was stupid and that there was no need to look that far into the colours. i thought i was a colour chart to say the least. there was another one where you put two white powders in a test tube and shuck them and they turned yellow! pretty intense. we then reminisced on other times in chemistry. like the time our teacher shouted "istvan" and threw a box of matches at me, and spilt boiling acid all over me. or the time ryan almost blew a test tube up in my face. ahhhh good times. read (0) cmnt

1. [Wednesday March 1st, 2006] testing testing 123eeeeee. read (0) cmnt

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